MYRIAD SHADES OF GREY / by Joe Castorino

A Meditation on the Dark Night

The dark night

often comes to us

in myriad shades of grey.

Jesus, I trust in you!

Sometimes the dark night

slowly drags the present into the future,

and we are almost lulled to sleep

by the inevitable periods of boredom

that stealthily creep into our lives,

in the Dark Night of the Ordinary.

Jesus, I trust in you!

Sometimes the dark night

strikes suddenly, and is marked

by the change in our perception

of the clock’s ticking,

when we pass from moments of eternity

to moments marked by the urgency

of seconds, minutes, hours, days,

when our schedules, and our lives,

are flipped upside down,

in the Dark Night of Time.

Jesus, I trust in you!

Sometimes the dark night

is clouded by anxiety and fear,

in the Dark Night of Unknowing,

or is painfully pierced by suffering,

in the Dark Night of the Cross.

Jesus, I trust in you!

Sometimes the dark night

seems to extinguish every feeling of

consolation that we have ever felt

in the presence of Our Lord,

when Jesus hides himself from us,

as our passionate lover,

teasing us with the divine sense of humor,

in the Dark Night of the Soul.

Jesus, I trust in you!

But the good God is so good.

He is never outdone in generosity,

because it’s all part of His wondrous

mystical plan of sweet holy love

for each and every one of us.

Jesus, I trust in you!

For soon, very soon,

if we wait for the Lord,

if we watch for the Lord,

if we persevere in prayer,

like the wise virgins

who brought sufficient oil

so that their lamps

wouldn’t be extinguished,

the magnificent and dazzling light

of Divine Mercy will shine forth

from our transfigured souls!

Jesus, I trust in you!

Amen.