My heart is ready, O God:
Tuus totus ego sum;
I take batting practice,
and the crisp crackle of
my maple-wood bat echoes
throughout the stadium.
Later, I hear a soft sweet voice say,
“Do whatever He tells you”;
therefore, when I see the Spirit signal,
I gently lay down a regal bunt that
humbly dies to itself in the grass as I run
to first base like a strong driving wind.
As I stand on first base, with a
smile on my face from ear to ear,
my spirit rejoices in God my Savior,
for in my surrender I start to love;
however, The Beast, seething in hot
anger, already plans his revenge.
When I return to home plate,
The Beast strikes me out
over and over and over again
with the flaming fastballs of fear,
and I fall, carrying a heavy cross,
dizzy with discouragement.
My Manager benches me in the chapel,
but lovingly teaches me to fast from fear
and leave my worries in His loving hands,
so for three days I return to the chapel,
for ten minutes daily, to ask for His guidance,
and receive the Spirit's gift of Divine Mercy.
When I'm back in the lineup, The Beast
scornfully glares at me from the mound
with his mean menacing black eyes;
But I hear a voice encourage me:
“Non abbiate paura,” and again,
louder, “Non abbiate paura!”
By God's grace, I stand again in the
batter’s box, and I hit a shooting star
whose sparkling trail is red and white,
quickly shattering the dark night,
and the line drive swiftly sizzles over
the shortstop and into left field.
Then, in my next at-bat, filled with
the peace and joy of the Holy Spirit,
I swing and barrel a flaming missile,
that brightly lights up the dark night,
and as the ball soars high over the wall,
the angels playfully dance around it.